Saturday, December 12, 2015

The tree

The land was completely covered in ice, all except that one tree.  I tried desperately to focus on that tree, just to get to that one tree. My cold, frozen feeling feet tromped on, one in front of the other, in agonizing slowness.  I raised my head to look at the tree again.  It didn’t look any closer.
This had been happening lately. It might have been my brain fooling me that I was moving but I wasn’t; but either way it had been causing lots of problems. I kept on trying to get to that tree, though; I wanted to see why it wasn’t covered in ice. But something stopped me.
There was a bear.
There was a bear.
There was a bear.
There was a BEAR!
My thoughts moved slowly through my freezing head.  I realized I needed to move faster to get away from the bear.  I wasn’t sure I could gather the energy to run, I wasn’t even sure I could keep trudging at the speed I was, much less move quickly enough to escape the bear.
            I wanted to run and shout and cry for help, but I was sure this ice wasn’t going to stay frozen enough to run on for very much longer. The ice had never looked safe to walk on.
            But I realized this was my only chance. It was either to be eaten by the bear, or risk running across the lake. I decided to go with running and made my feet move. It took a while, but I was able to run slowly across the iced lake.
            The bear continued to follow me.
I ran with all the energy I had left, glancing over my shoulder every now and then to see where I was in relation to the bear.  I managed to stay in front of the bear, who, truthfully, didn’t seem that interested in eating me.   It continued to lumber along behind me, still following me, but not with much haste.  I started to wonder why the bear wasn’t hibernating.
            It took me way too long then it should have to realize that the bear was not trying to eat me. I slapped myself.
            Bad idea.
            All the energy I had left drained out of me. I fell down and crumpled up into a ball, unable to bear the coldness of the ice. I figured that I would get hypothermia if no one came to save me.
            I looked around. All I saw was ice, ice, ice, and yeah, the tree. The bear was no longer in sight. It had lumbered away, probably looking for its cave. But I realized that the tree with no ice was only a few feet away.       
            Could I get to it?
            I didn’t think so, but I decided to try. After all, if the tree had no ice on it, maybe the spot where the tree was was warm…and could save me.
            That was enough to get me up and walking slowly.
As I neared the tree I saw something that should not be possible.
The tree was not a tree. It had looked like a tree but as I was close enough to touch it, I realized it was some sort of door.
It had a handle on it. I didn’t see why I couldn’t open the door and see what it led to. It didn’t take me long before the door was open, and I was full of energy as I had been before I had landed on the ice and seen the tree.
As I opened the door, I saw before my very own eyes some stairs. Very long, narrow stairs had always scared me and here I was, seeing some of those types of stairs and wishing to see what they led to.
I told myself it wasn’t worth it to go down the stairs and see what was down there. But the temptation was too much, so I found myself walking down the stairs.
Seeing there was no light, I felt my way around and winced as I felt something slimy on the walls. I wished there was light and that I hadn’t wanted to go down here, but I decided that going up was going to be more dangerous then going down.
It seemed like years had passed before I got to the end of the stairs, but it was only a couple minutes.
I started exploring my feeling my way around again, but the walls were too far apart to have one hand on one wall and the other on the other wall that I gave up and yelled,
“Anyone have any light here?”
            Much to my surprise, a light flickered on and a voice said,
            “Took you long enough.”
            “Who are you?” I felt as if someone was watching me. A chill went down my spine and I turned around, as if I was going to see someone.
            The voice didn’t answer. I shivered.
            “Got any heat down here?” I asked. After all, it had worked with the lights.
            “Glad you asked,” the voice said. “Shall I turn it on?”
            “Yes, please,” I replied. “Put it on high, will you?”
            “Yes,” the voice seemed to be closer every time it talked.
 I felt a blast of heat, and I was able to relax for once. But soon enough I again felt as if someone was watching me. I began to feel jumpy and nervous as I had before.
            “Will you please show yourself?” I wanted to know. It wasn’t normal for there to be stairs in a tree and a voice that can’t show itself.
            “If you wish,” the voice seemed even closer. “Close your eyes, and when you hear me say ‘now’ open them.”
            I didn’t know what to do. If I closed my eyes, would the voice hurt me? If I left them open, would I never see the voice?
            “Can I trust you?” I asked.
            “I would trust me if I were you,” the voice replied. “But I’m not you, and you’re not me.”
            I took a deep breath and said,
            “I’ll close my eyes.”

            Closing my eyes, I was even tenser. When the voice suddenly said “now,” I was surprised about what I saw before me.